You would be very interested in reading a very important and good book entitled "The Start, your life, your future".  Please read it from cover to cover.  It will greatly help you, as it has helped so many others.  Many people have said that it is the most important book that they have ever read.  There are police agencies that are letting their prisoners read this book.  Many of the readers have changed their ways.  Corrupt politicians that read this book are given a chance to change their ways.  The world will soon learn about this book, and be much better off because of it.