For many others in the conspiracy realist space, I know that your pain stretches back much, much further. Perhaps 911 was the pivotal moment when many were awoken to how this twisted world really works. The mystery of the real power structures somewhat laid bare, yet always scratching at you for want of deeper and more honest revelatory truth.

If you are as lucky as I am, then you have a small number of awakened confidants in your inner circle, whom you can talk with freely and openly. Those fellow enlightened souls, who keep your sanity in check, whom you can share stories with on trying to reach your loved ones.

It really does make the difference between being able to laugh at clown world, rather than helplessly crying.

If you feel like you truly are alone in this alternative reality, for a lack of any trusted friends or loved ones on the same page, then you need to know that you are not alone in this.